tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-846116378123868912.post4933276224448866817..comments2007-10-07T00:53:14.505+01:00Rick O'Sheahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08302772893717557015noreply@blogger.comBlogger11125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-846116378123868912.post-46776364719388992072007-10-06T22:16:00.000+01:002007-10-06T22:16:00.000+01:00That one night stand was brilliant, I felt loved and wanted then- but it was months ago.<BR/>I hate the way he’s with her and it’s been 2 years- and I have no one.<BR/>I'm bi and living a serious big lie to my family- I’d be kicked out if they knew at all.<BR/><BR/>I hate the way I feel I am wasting my life on a stupid dream that I will never achieve but I still want it.<BR/><BR/>Sometimes I feel so feckin’ worthless I feel I don't deserve to live and look up suicide methods on the Internet...Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-846116378123868912.post-48126656662220654442007-09-20T19:23:00.000+01:002007-09-20T19:23:00.000+01:00I've done things on the internet, no teenager should ever be proud of.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-846116378123868912.post-69306709409290456252007-09-20T19:21:00.000+01:002007-09-20T19:21:00.000+01:00I feel sorry for myself.<BR/><BR/>I tell myself it's okay to be miserable because I think my life is hell. I'm 14, gay, bullied (in my eyes) and have never been kissed or had a best friend. <BR/><BR/>I hate school with a passion. I'm a smart student. I can live with it. But the constant fear of being thrown over walls, punched or "moshed", and the no self confidence, and the fact that I worry for weeks after a teacher says one bad word to me. I worry an unheatly amount each day, that my mum gives out that I smell when I get in the car to go home.<BR/><BR/>It really doesn't seem worth it. But I do it, and feel sorry for myself. And I don't know if I should or not. <BR/><BR/>This whole post is me feeling sorry for myself.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-846116378123868912.post-9249753960720631322007-09-20T16:15:00.000+01:002007-09-20T16:15:00.000+01:00i'm in love wit a man who thinks he's no good for me. its destroying me knowing that he only wants to stay friends so that he doesn't hurt, me.....i'm already hurtingAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-846116378123868912.post-16184196543732705312007-09-18T00:28:00.000+01:002007-09-18T00:28:00.000+01:00I cant stop cheating but I really want to be with the other guy....and now he has a girlfriend and its seriousAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-846116378123868912.post-18830269674261310682007-09-17T22:40:00.000+01:002007-09-17T22:40:00.000+01:00i fell n love wit a guy, he loves me back, he's going away travelling, he msned me recently, and i msned him back but i haven't heard from him since... if love is the most beautiful thing why the hell does it hurt so much? i've never hurt this much ever:(Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-846116378123868912.post-72482904317443355252007-09-15T19:55:00.000+01:002007-09-15T19:55:00.000+01:00I'm 20 and have never been to the cinema.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-846116378123868912.post-88991784201118599942007-09-14T17:31:00.000+01:002007-09-14T17:31:00.000+01:00Did I do the wrong thing giving him up? What if I never have another child? What if he hates me when he is older for what I did?Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-846116378123868912.post-63640565646496120562007-09-14T16:11:00.000+01:002007-09-14T16:11:00.000+01:00i'm addicted to self harm.... 4 or 5 times a day i sneak into the bathroon and heat the hook of a clothes hanger with a lighter and stab it into my thigh. i hate the scars so much but it gives me such a high. It's like a drug and i can't help it. I've done it on the inside of my left arm too which made me almost estatic. i just can't stop myself doing it.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-846116378123868912.post-63359580553312891952007-09-14T01:51:00.000+01:002007-09-14T01:51:00.000+01:00I hate that he doesn’t miss me. I am gutted that I care so much….Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-846116378123868912.post-23512862195222266572007-09-13T22:33:00.000+01:002007-09-13T22:33:00.000+01:00I JUST GOT TOLD IM A HORRIBLE PERSON!!<BR/><BR/>Aghhh! Y wont anybody let me b happy!!Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com